Today Brinn went a friend's birthday party at the same gym she takes gymnastics classes at. She had a great time and, of course, did not want to leave when the party was over. And, like always, I had fun watching her be a normal 4 1/2 year old running and bouncing about, but for some reason I could not stop thinking about the little ones. This should have been a party where I had to leave an hour early just to get everyone in and out of car seats to be there on time. I should have been struggling with the obnoxious larger-than-life stroller to accomodate such a bunch and completely exhausted by the time we got home.
I admit, it was nice to be able to give Brinn my complete attention, but I miss them. They would be somewhere about a year old now, had they been able to hold out. It's gone so slow, and yet so fast at the same time...........
Friday, April 24, 2009
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Thinking of you and continuing to pray for your peace of mind. I can't even begin to imagine your pain as a mother! I'm sure those moments with Brinn put a smile on your face, but I can't imagine the "what ifs" that go through your mind. Praying for comfort for your heart.
Tomorrow it will be one year that my sister went in to labor, and we are fasting approaching the boys one year angelversary (5/6/09). Sometimes it's SO hard to understand God's plan and timing, but I have to take faith in the fact that no matter what, He knows what he's doing.
Just sending some love your way today after reading your post! :)
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